Fiidaa

2010-03-17T05:35:00.000-07:00

I have my second blog

DO VISIT yeahhhhhh ;D

http://heyfiidaa.onsugar.com/

2010-03-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

Oh, I'm in love with my nike shoes.

Both pink & the black ones.

Oh dammit, I'm gonna buy more nike stuff soon :D

I started thinking to myself.

Becoming friends is better right?

So no more breaking up or what.

So, I'm so lucky that I'm in love with my bestfriend.

Lol, copyright sia Fida :D

To my baby, get well soon Nabyl. LOVEYA !

I keep thinking about you and I.

What are we ? Friends? I know.

But my feelings change each day when I'm with you.

Just hoping you didn't realise it.

Take care.

2010-03-12T20:17:00.000-08:00

Two days never talk to him.

I hope you're alright, friend (:

Cheer ups :D

Yesterday was shocking.

First, I saw SH !!!!

Oh my, I used to saw him there.

Dammit. So, not in a mood at all.

Go home, old friend make a guess.

He knew it.

But I thought it's not that obvious.

So, i really hope he will shut his mouth :x

2010-03-05T02:22:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to me. Finally, I turned 16.

Sweet 16 for tommorrow yeaaah.

Yesterday I was kinda sad being ignored by someone.

But then during midnight, I received birthday messages

from Azyan, Nafisah and Fairuz. So decided to sleep again.

But I can't. I felt so sad and I'm still waiting for that person

to wish me.

As I fell asleep, my phone vibrated.

I was not in a mood to read it actually coz I've started to fall asleep

that time.

So I checked it's _____ ! :D

He finally wished me at midnight.

He ignored me the whole day yet he surprised me this morning.

LOL. Then Huda, Syaza, Sukri,Adzizul all started to wish me.

Thanks to Fairuz ! for pinching me.

It turns blueblack already. Not nice ! :(

Unexpected person also wished me, how nice.

Appreciate it lots.

Thanks you all for the wish.

Thanks to my primary school friends who actually remembered my bday (:

Thanks Izwan, Nabilah,Faiz & Farhan (:

2010-03-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Siti Nafisah a.k.a Mak Esah :D

I love her , A Bestfriend.

You're the best.

Hope you like my present.

Harap2 muat eh kaki kauu :p

So, I wished her enjoying her life as a 16 years old.

Silap2 besok dtg skola jek ________. Coz it's legal xD

LOLLIES.

ilikemyfirstboyfriend(:

2010-02-27T05:41:00.000-08:00

Chatted with Adzizul.

I admit, I was so harsh.

Haha. I don't care.

Today chatted with one of my junior.

I was mean, dammit. Haha.

I asked him something embarrassing.

Clue : Cheerleading?

Hahas! I was just curious, dammit :D

I don't care.

Friday night, I'm going out.

Just curious what will happen that night.

LOL. So Saturday was my birthday party. Guess what?

It's my party. And Only open to invited people.

If I did invite you guys last time, sorry.

Now is now. Last time is last time.

So, Sorry yahhh. Hahas.

My cliques might know what I meant.

Gays & Lesbians are not allowed.

Only straight person are allowed :D

2010-02-24T04:36:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I'm okay with my ugly boy already.

It's only that he abit temper at times -.-

LOL.

Whatever it is, this friendship has to go on.

Ugly boy & Fatpig will be friends again.

2010-02-22T03:38:00.000-08:00

I miss you,dear.

Seriously. You didn't know anything for now.

I'm sorry i have to keep this to myself.

Even though I really need you by myself.

You don't know that she likes you.

Yet,both of you are so close.

How can I face this?

If only you know the truth.

I guess I have to let you go.

She's better than me (:

2010-02-20T04:23:00.000-08:00

Ini untuk Mai <3

The group photos is not with me.

It's with Naf.

Today went to Surprise party Fyka.

Guess what?

This is the most surprise party ever.

She's like walk in then everybody surprised her with

a birthday song.

LOL.

Then went JP walk2 and survey2 tops and others.

Tmr might be going to Mrs Toh's house.

Not sure whoever's going.

Only me and Suliana the Malays there i guess?

Don't know what to where all.

Can't wait for my big day and my party.

I'll not be inviting all of my friends.

Only some (: the closest one i mean.

Please let me go tommorrow. I'm not flirting with him what -.-

2010-02-16T00:29:00.000-08:00

I miss camwhoring with naf using aman's DSLR (:

Well, guess what I OTP with him ytd.

Turns out to be not a very good one.

He tantrum. LOL. WTF ?

And the funny part is he said "TTYL" then hang up.

So I heard that he said " TTYM"

Then I suddenly like wth ? You just hang up the phone just like that?

I'm a bit mad.

So I texted Leeya & Naf what the hell is TTYM ?

At first, they also dunno.

But they said they only know there's "TTYL"

Which means Talk To You Later.

LOL. Had a great laugh alone last night.

Seriously, I thought he was so mean to hang up the call

Just like that.

But it turns out that he left the word "TTYL"

which I actually heard as "TTYM"

Stupid Fida. HAHAHHAHA !

He laughed at me this morning after I told him

bout last night.

Okayy, nothing else to say.

I must finish up my English assignment and also Maths hw :D

2010-02-14T05:32:00.000-08:00

Currently love this pict.

Taken today ; Valentine's Day.

Celebrated with family at WCP.

Saw some schoolmates like Ayuu,Dinie,Syakir,Hapyz & Moses.

Lol. So many couples today, really.

Until my eye pain uhhh. Hahahahs!

Well, I don't like Vday uh, idk why?

that guy very like cb -.-

I hate him. seriously uhhh.

Okay, no more to sayyy.

I love nobody. Even you, nick (:

2010-02-12T05:38:00.000-08:00

I miss my cutest teacher, Ms Cheong.

Today is her last day with us.

Thank god all of us appreciate her all these while.

We really miss you, seriously!

I hope to do well in my studies.

And to pass with flying colours

And let everyone knows i have the best teacher

who has been motivating me in English and Chemistry.

Even though we always joke around about lame things,

hope you could forgive me if i said it wrongly.

I miss you reminding me not to be careless in Chem. LOL.

Thanks for coming to bbq that day. I nearly cried while you

were giving speech to us.

And sad to hear that you're not going to be with us for A YEAR.

& even for promnight.

You're such a caring teacher.

We've made a big mistake for "abandon" you all this while.

Now when you need to go,

None is happy about it. Seriously. ILY Ms Cheong. Farewell (:

Have a safe trip.

Hello nick (:

2010-02-11T04:36:00.000-08:00

Firstly, today someone made my day.

Thanks for the "surprise" when actually I thought

it was just a prank.

You're my sweetest thing for now.

I love you friend.

2.4 km run was a disaster. Unsatisfied with my timing.

I can't blame anyone but myself.

But, Thanks alot to my bestfriend, Syaza for running

with me + motivate me.

Thank you ! :D

I love N(: & Syaza(: for making my day today :D

2010-02-03T02:49:00.000-08:00

OTP with my friend, crying.

Thanks for the listening ear.

And thanks for consoling me.

I feel much more better.

I need a hug (: ILY.

Today was his birthday.

What a coincident, I saw him after school.

I smiled widely at him.

But he return me none.

My heart really sank.

I knew he'd found someone better.

But I'm afraid he will be different from last time.

A cuddly adorable boy i used to love so much.

So much that even when I've lose him,

He's still in my heart since 2008.

2010-02-01T03:11:00.000-08:00

I love my families.

I wanna spend more time with family please.

The only day i can is during the weekends.

But It depend on my homeworks.

I can't go out before i finished up my homeworks

and do at least an exercises on my assesment book.

Oh my oh myy.

And I must make time with him.

Don't worry lahh I won't forget friend one.

Hahaaas !

He very bastard keep saying me arrogant.

Padahaaal I'm busy with HWs and stuff.

Spare a thought please.

At least I can bare with you and your tournament ehkkkk.

Okay, buhbyeeee.

Tommorrow is the dayyy (:

imissyouset

2010-01-22T21:36:00.000-08:00

I miss her so much ; Ayudia !
She's a fren from Bogor. She's from SMAN1
I can't believe having a friend from Indonesia.
She's Sweet you knowww ~
I adore her talents ; she can play Piano & sing.
Isn't that amazing?
Ohhh, and i really missed bogor peopos.
Okayy2. Currently, I'm doing my MT homework.
On my fullscap, there's a TYO. I wrote it when i'm studying
in schoool. Wahhh, missed .
I hate youuu sia. Serious uhh.
I have own reason for doing so.
I'm in love with mum's Soto Ayam.
I ate it around 4 times already. {yesterday+today}
Nothing much. Inactive in blogging.
Only FB & Twitter for now \m/

2010-01-21T02:17:00.000-08:00

Us with the Bogor girls.

They are super friendly.

Seriously, they never failed to smile at us.

How i wish all of the Hua Yi girls can be like them.

The guys are cute as in they are friendly

and easily to communicate with.

I get to know some of them.

Like Bayu,Ayudia and Setyo and many more.

Just a day we knew each other, I missed them alr.

They are leaving tommorrow morning.

Goodbye guys, have a safe trip.

Well, nowadays, my mood no good.

I get so pissed off easily.

Don't make me pissed please.

Thank you. If i get so pissed, i might as well ignore anyone xD

You

2010-01-13T01:52:00.000-08:00

Short post for today since i'm sleepy now.

Me and him have not been good condition since

2-3 months ago.

What the hell should I care btw ?

Stop all your nonsense please.

Don't bother about me anymore.

I will rather be alone than knowing a person like you.

Like, seriously please get out of my life.

This is what I hate the most.

At first we are so damn close.

But as days past so fast,

Now we're acting like strangers.

But guess what?

I rather treat you like a stranger

than I being so close to you

and miss you all day long.

STUDIES !

2010-01-05T23:55:00.000-08:00

This is when i last chatted with

my beloved cousin, Miraaah !

Kecoh uh sheee. Rinduu uh !

If only she still stay in Jurong East.

Every weekend can meet. Hahas ! :D

I was reading my notes.

And i have to plan my schedule.

Monday-Thurs = After school, pray, study.

Friday= After school, ngaji with my sis.

Saturday=Pray,study.

Sunday= Belajar ugama at Masjid Mujahiddin.

I can't enjoy after End of march.

Seriously. I need to score Distinction for

almost all subject. Insya'Allah.

2010-01-02T06:29:00.000-08:00

Suliana's party, awesome,

laugh too much. Moodswing too.

What's more, i love uno-ing with them.

Seriously. They rocks. Hahas.

Eat cake, open presents.

And yeaaaah.

About this guy, i used to like him.

He's attached now. Happy for him.

Hope he's happy with his girl (:

Bye bye.

everything is new.

2009-12-30T21:52:00.000-08:00

Get my phone already.

Some of memory in it was erased such as the contacts.

Sorry to those who smsed me and i asked who they were

coz imma just lost your contact. Sorry banget :D

Get back my comp already.

Even worst, all the memory in it was erased.

No more Mozilla Firefox.

No more crazy pichas in my folders.

Okay,so my comp is like "new" to me too.

And, rebonded my hair. Easy enough dunnid worried bout

damage hair. just go treatment some day. hahahha!

And changed spect. Esprit spect. Got promotion that time.

Only $186.

Bought new CONVERSE grey line shoe ! At last i have it.

Coz i've been craving for that since a year or something.

GREY/Silver/Pink/Black is always my favourite.

Bought an Elle sidebag cost around $37+.

Also got promotion. It's black and Silver.

So many new things. But i still love them all.

But sadly next year 7th march is my saddest day ever.

I can't go to my favourite band's concert!! How sad!!

Ergh, to those who's going, akuuu jealous uhh !!! Cehhhh...

*sorry leeya! aku tau lahh tu kauu nye rezeki to go. aku tk marahhh lahh*

Copycats= Copyrats!

Copyrats = Pests !

Pests=Fuck you get a life !!! :D

2009-12-22T21:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went JP awhile.
Went alone. Ate at LJS alone.
Craving for milkshake. So i bought it.
Then Bought a cake.
Then went home.
I get the Good Progress Award.
Alhamdulillah. If only you were there to praise me.
Last night went to eat at Teh Tarik.
Ate the family package thingy.
Went home. Cannot sleep.
Tried to called a friend.
She's not there for me.
So i was all alone in my room.
What a life?
Everything's changed now.

I'm lonely, are you?

imissyou

2009-12-21T03:45:00.000-08:00

We're back from Jakarta.
Had fun there.
A bit sad since the loss of our beloved Grandma.
We stayed at Le Meridien Hotel.
Near Senayan there.
We went shopping at Plaza Semanggi, Plaza Indonesia,
Grand Indonesia and also Taman Mini Indonesia.
More pichas on my FB.
Do check out yahhh.
I had a "Supir" there.
It means a driver in Indonesia.
His name is Pak Zal if I'm not wrong.
He's very kind though.
What's more? About Mas Ojek <3>
Okay that's all. I still miss Jakarta.
After I went back, my life changed a bit.
I feel so lonely. I don't know why.
And sometimes I suddenly cried myself.

And to my dearest cousin, Lyana.
Relax dear. I know how you feel.
Let's just recites some prayers for her
okay? She will be sad to see us sad right?
So let's just move on okay?
Hope to see her one day.
Let's make her happy there
by proving yg cucunye semua sayangkannya
and we are strong alright?
Love you <3

2009-12-17T04:56:00.000-08:00

Let's make it short and simple post
Before I leave to Jakarta tommorrow.
So my grandma just passed away yesterday afternoon.
So yesterday night we have been preparing for today.
She need to be dikebumikan this morning.
Everything is settled now.
Well, Everybody is sad bout her leaving us.
Even me.
But Everyone will have their turn to leave one day.
So let bygones be bygones.
Insya'Allah we'll meet again one day.
I'm leaving tommorrow and will be back on Sunday.

With love,
Fiidaa.

2009-12-14T21:35:00.000-08:00

I love lady GAGA shades in the Bad romance Video. OMG !
LOL. So Sunday, went to Marlyna's crib with Syaza.
Yeaaah, I miss her lots :D
And Syaza at last, get to see "that" video.
Heheheheh ! :D
So Yesterday, I tend to do my English assignment.
But my word document is spoilt.
Dammit !
So today, I tend to do my Social Studies.
But I didn't Understand a thing.
So i only do some of POA question.
I forget some of it.
I'm in love with belly dance. :p
I have the CD all. Kk, Shhh !

stuck in my mind

2009-12-12T19:44:00.000-08:00

Happy 15th Birthday to this pretty person, NURUL HUDA :D
May all your wishes come true.
Stay Gila2 always :D

So yesterday went out with my mum, sis & dad to
Golden landmark. Then ate at Victory.
Mum made her spectacle there.
Then headed home, rest awhile.
After dad gone to work,
Mum, Sis and I went out to Lot 1.
Saw the courts roadshow.
Know what ? I and my sis get a camera.
Both are birthday gifts :D
She got the waterproof one Olymus Red.
The i get the Olympus metallic pink.
Very happy :D

ASS.

2009-12-10T22:52:00.000-08:00

Photos of the day.
So yesterday, went JP with naf.
Actually i wanted to find hotpink shades
& Shoebag. But didn't manage.
Walk around with naf, crack jokes.
Then sat at starbucks.
I bought the dunno what chocolate chips uh.
HAHAHAHAHA !
I was very dirty sia. Chocolates everywhere.
My finger, even my hair.
Yesterday Naf become like my paparazzi. LOL. Perasan. hahahhaa!
Then i went home. Since Naf wanted to meet her mum there,
So i left her. LOL.
At night, talk otp with Suliana as usual.
Okay, tmr going out with my sis. And wanted to repair my phone.
1 more week baby ! :D

Boredom

2009-12-08T23:30:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, super bored.
Luckily there's Nabyl to cheer me up.
I mean, I love to play around with him.
I love children mahh :D
I made Chocolate Dadih yesterday.
Quite nice uh :x
Today was damn bored.
Whole day on comp.
Nothing much better to do.
I wanna go JP.
I don't know why my mum nagged at me.
Saying that I spent alot all. *saaaad*
I used my savings what. Haiyooo.
I miss My SYAZA NASRIN.
She's at camp now.
This holiday i can't go out often except with my family.
Why? Because my mum will nag if i always go out.
She will be worry of my savings each day.
Well, still thinking what to do with my hair.
Anybody want rebond ? HAHAHA! :D

lalala.

2009-12-06T22:46:00.000-08:00

Gaaaaah. Thanks to him that I know bout that someone.
Hurhur ! :D Greatest friend on earth :DD
Okayy. So today, Nabyl came to my house.
I was moodswing today due to something something.
Then I had my shower. Then breakfast.
That Nabyl keep on punching my stomach.
So pissed man .
Then stomach cramp whole day.
Until i ate 2 tablets of panadol.
Then sleep for an hour like that.
Haiyo. I was so restless le today.
I wanted to do my homework.
But I was so lazy.
HEHEHE ! So, let it be.
I wanted to go Escape theme park or wild wild wet cann ? :D
Hahahaha ! suddenly.
I dunno what to do with my hair :(
School going to reopen soon. Dammit.

MAGXimum Jerkass.

2009-12-04T01:06:00.000-08:00

Ahhh, Dammit. You suck to the core, Mr !
If I could display your f*cking name, IWILL :D
But I'm still being nice, not to do it so.
Okay lemme tell you guys a story bout this specific guy in my school.
He started talking to me all.
Then start asking me a favor. So I f*cking helped him laaaa.
Then he started talking about disgusting thing
I was like "What the fuck did he want actually??!"
So we didn't talk for quite a long time lahhhh.
I also continue with my life as per normal.
Then one day, he appeared back, smsing me.
I also layan him lahhhh.
Then he continue with his shitsxz !
And yesterday i get to know from one of my
trusted friend that he talked about me.
He said that I irritate him all .
Then I was like "WTF?!?!?!"
He's so not the type i might fall for.
So what for I stalked him?
Dammit, I fcuking hate him laaaaa.
Schoool re-open, i give him hell lahhh !
Thick skin person. NB son ! :D

DAMMIT

2009-12-03T06:06:00.000-08:00

Okayy2, today new moon was a success
except the part wire terputus.
Everybody was like "WTF?"
LOL. So one part ni I emotional step feeling2.
After newmoon, went to Marina square, sat at mac,
After that play arcade.
That's all.

IHATEYOUFUCK !

Stress go away.

2009-12-01T00:59:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the worst,I swear.
Me, Suliana and Syaza keep On the phone to discuss abt coming 3rd dec.
I've been using around 286 msges a day.
and tried contact some of them.
We stressed so much about the ticket and seatings.
We tried so many ways for everyone to seat together.
I even check online every 2 hours to keep the seat not fully occupied.
Then me and syaza planning to help all of them get their tickets.
So we make ourself free lahh today.
I even never visit my grandma today.
End up, more people back out.
On that spot, i called Suliana and even crying.
I was so stress bout this.
Suliana also upset. Syaza too.
Then we know we could not blame anyone.
Haiz. Yesterday night while talking otp with Suliana,
I was very headache. Think too much i guess.
Then we change plan AGAIN.
More headache.
At last, at 01:52 am, Suliana told me
Everything's gone smoothly.
So, our ticket has booked.
I was so damn happy man !
So today me and Syaza walk2 at JP, bought our stationary all.
Then go NTUC, Syaza so Clumsy sia. hahahah!
Then at LJS, while seating, saw JY and Gary.
They hi-ed all, then go.
Syaza is my medicine to release stress. CEHHH !
HAAHAHHAA ! Laughing gas.

Hanya kepadaMu ku Bersujud.

2009-11-28T20:57:00.000-08:00

I have to change.
I need to be a better person.
Please, I'm helpless without Prayers.
By nearly losing my love ones,
I began to realize that I had followed the wrong path
Of life.
By saying out a prayer, calm me.
Seriously, prayers could make me a strong person.
My pillar of strength lies in my heart.
I cried every night
While recalling all my mistakes.
I know I can change.
And really love the song from AFGHAN-PadaMU kubersujud.
Especially the part when he sang
"Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
Jadikan aku selamanya
HambaMu yang selalu bertaubat

Ampuniku ya Allah
Yang sering melupakanMu
Saat Kau limpahkan kurniaMu
Dalam sunyi aku bersujud"

Am i ready to face it?

2009-11-26T02:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, visited Jumali.
Pity him, just came back from operation,
so abit restless.
Then went home, my dad break fast.
Then went out again to Sheng Siong.
Shop for Hari Raya Haji.
Then headed home, get our Deep Frying cooker thingy.
Received a call, then we rushed out to nenek's house.
She can't sit nor stand now.
Well, I always told my friends to be strong
if they have a problem.
But now, I'm putting myself into their shoes.
Will i be as strong?
I don't know.
Only me can motivate myself.
I know i can. Please.

Honey.

2009-11-21T02:10:00.000-08:00

Sorry guys, I've been busy for the past few days.
Woooooo !
I've started doing my holiday homeworks.
I know it's troublesome.
But, no choice. Must practice very hard for next year's
Big exam :D
This holiday, might be free for only a few days.
So today, woke up around 8.30 am.
Bath, waited for my sis to fetch us.
Then headed to Taman Jurong KFC.
The Honey Biscuits was AWESOME !
After that, headed to Alexandra.
Fetch Grandma, then went home,
Take care of her until my Aunt reached home around 2.45.
She treated us Pizza hut delivery.
Really missed the Chicken Wings !
Yummy yummmm.
Nothing much to say.

I missed that guy, who seems to be my bestguyfriend in the past.

Dummy !

2009-11-16T06:53:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, Orchard with mum and sis.
Finding my sis shoe.
Bought the Fried Mars.
And then Dinner at KFC.
Went home by cab.
Cost around 15 +.
Reached home ard 12 am.
So today, as usual, woke up late.
Helped mum to cook Chilli Crab.
Delicious.
So after that went out to Cinema at AMK,
Thanks to Amin for treating us the Popcorns & Nachos.
Now i'm stressed le.
3rd December i wanna date with who?
Still finding.
Me and sis really pissed with
Internet connection.
We've booked tickets for mum & dad to JAKARTA.
But when we wanted to book for us,
Error occured.
Slots of hotel and the flight
is limited. I hope we could stick together.
And, lastly,
To my beloved ALIYA ,
HAPPY 15th Birthday, Iloveyou (:
Short and sweet. Heheheh !

Awesome.

2009-11-12T20:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Awesome.
Munuleefai and ABCD planned to celebrate
Leeya's bdayy.
While waiting for Leeya & Su,
It was raining heavily.
The heavy wind leads us to bad hair day.
LOL. All of our hair surprise sia.
Hahahhahah !
So celebrated by the Pink Cocktail.
They wanted to open like "champaign"
but I warned them not to.
Because it's very dangerous.
My grandfather once drank that.
So i tried opening the cockpit.
Only a slight explode sound thing.
So we drank, camwhoring and etc.
After that, we walk around,
Act as if we were chosing prom dress.
LOL. Long way to go.
Hahahaha ! So when we wanna go home,
In the train, I was so tired.
Reached home, a bit sick.
Then today, woke up, block nose -.-
Well, we'll see how.
Kindda sad, plan for going bangkok changed.
We'll be going to Jakarta instead.
Later on, will be following my parents to JB.
Then when we come back Singapore,
Will visit my grandma at hospital .

I love ABCD

2009-11-10T03:04:00.000-08:00

Today's mood : Happy, Thankful, Glad etc.
At last, the four of us realized how important
Is our Friendship.
ABCD will always stick together.
No one will get left out.
And We will be honest to each other aite.
So today, we bond at Mccafe awhile.
We also walk around JP to find something.
I bought a bag.
Oh my, I save lots of money for the past weeks.
I can't wait for December to go BANGKOK !
And also to get my pay.
Since my Dad gets his bonus.
Tmr I'm going out with mum,
maybe with Sis also ?
Thursday, is the dayyy baybeeeeh ! :D

SH♥

2009-11-09T03:36:00.000-08:00

Went back to school to pass my consent form
and also accompany Syaza to polyclinic.
Met Leeya and Su first at mama shop.
A bit paiseh bout the check up thingy.
'Cause the last time i went there,
mine is X-ray room, level 1.
Hers is level 3.
The polyclinic quite big eh ? hehe!
End up, Syaza pissed off and decided to go tmr instead.
Funnny eh? hahaha!
So sat awhile below Nadzirah's block.
Then move to Nafisah's block.
We called her to come down.
Just wake up or what ? hahahahha !
But, I can't describe how much I MISSED HER !
She uh so the minahrep Ponned the Elective Module thingy !
Hahahahahaahha !
So we talk2, gossip2 awhile. hahahahaha !
Then a bunch of slackers (matreps)
Sat at the exercise corner beside us.
Fuck siaaa, vandalise2 all. Pike mak bapak dorang bayar ??
Then Syaza wild sia, sound2.
"Pike mak bapak dorang bayar pe sia ? Beh cam mane nyonya2 nk exercise
Kalau korang nk vandalise2?"
Then they dance2 all. Syaza baskero sia go follow2.
Then groups of JPS girls walk pass, stare2,
She suddenly say out loud
"Ape sia stare2? Tak puas ati sini uh !"
LOL. I dunno why she today so attitude.
Hahahahah !
So go home, Online.
At first I was very happy he online, at last.
So as I chatted with him,
He seems to be a happy person.
Well, then i got to know,
he is going out with a girl now,
and i really hope he's happy with her.

It's over (:

2009-11-07T22:06:00.000-08:00

We're over, fake boyf, everything FAKE !
ahahahahah !
He gets so damn irritated by me.
Gooooood lahhhhh.
Go angry with me.
I don't even care .
I love the part when
he said "how can i forget you"
so i replied "fuck you _|_"
Then, from there,
no more talking.
I know im harsh.
But that's nothing as compared to what you've done to me
in the past.
Hahahhahahah !
Okayy, drop that topic.
So ytd, went JB with Pendek (:
Shopped at Jusco.
Ate at Sushi King ! :DD
After that we wash and blow hair.
Oh my goooood ! I love that place.
They wash our hair so ___________
Freaking nice.
Plus, the guy do my hair cute lah.
As usual, having stupid crush to a man "hairdresser"
LOL.
But I prefered the man hairdresser who cut my fringe
near my house.
OKAY, shut up !

Memories.

2009-11-05T03:44:00.000-08:00

Today is the second last day of the course thingy.
Actually the course quite fun lah.
I mean the part when we could use the internet,
play games and etc.
Okay, Y8 games totally awesome !
Well, I felt something missing.
Missing who?
Him, Of course.
Not my bestest boyfriend.
No use missing him.
Everyday his face only :p
Not worth for me to miss.
Cheeeeehhhhh !
Me, Aliya & Syaza might have been in the same situation before.
We talked about this awhile.
Well, I knew it's stupid to not letting go.
But, This came automatically.
Andddddd, I'm looking for an outings.
But must have to manage time too for my studies.

Ps ; We will only breakup when one of us has found the replacement, which means "A real Replacement"

Our love don't exist.

2009-11-04T00:39:00.000-08:00

Today I went crazy over this
Disgusting website. LOL.
So currently smsing with him.
Well, he is sucha bastard sia,
no offense. Playing girl's feelings ?
You think what?
I give you freedom to interact with girls,
Not to play with their feelings.
Craaazyy luhh.
And, yeaaaaah.
HUHUHU !
I know youuu lahh .
Cannot live without girls . LOL.
But whatever it is, I love us.
Except when you trying to control me abit.
I hate it lahhhhh -.-
And and, Happy Bday to the bday boy (:

Oh shame!

2009-11-03T05:39:00.000-08:00

So today we went to lot 1 ,
ate LJS .
Suliana get very pissed when a group of guys
were looking at us.
And i laughed when she referred to the
two LJS guys " Siaaala, stare2, aku uat dorang kena buang keje
aru padan muke !"
LOL ! She very kekek siaaa.
Then we went to walk2,
Survey books at popular. *very keen to study during hols*
After that, headed to rooftop, camwhored.
Then we walked to mrt, still early.
Dunno where to go.
So me & Syaza planned to visit Chinese Garden.
Camwhored like what siaaaa.
Then Suliana is trying to pikat mat indon.
Puuuuuuiiii uh ! nk step nyanyi2.
Hahahahahahah !
Btw, i wanna rewind.
I forget to post about what happened in school.
I slacked in the lab.
Never listen to the instructors.
We families were doing something stooooopid.
Can't stop laughing.
One clue "I LOVE IT !"
LOL !
So chatted with this guy.
Hahahahahahha ! dun wanna mention name.
Umar helped me to reply.
Coz i ain't good in talking to any guy
that i dunno well.
Shame shame.

PS ; Fake lover is awesome. Just don't put on any high hopes on HIM (:

Ubin OI !

2009-10-30T22:23:00.000-07:00

Back From Ubin yaw.
Had so much fun & also
a tiring camp.
We had our nightwalk(best !!!!)
And canoeing (a bit bad mood but fun!)
And also the CAMFIRE ! it rocks man !
The first night, i was calling my mum at night.
Then smsing with someone awhile.
Well,I just can't help it but
He's my best boyfriend ever.
He knew bout me more than any boys does.
Well, Im lazy to go for the one week course.
I want holidays lahhhh !

ps; You're my man.

Away Away Away

2009-10-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna be away for 3 days.
Off to Pulau Ubin ! :D
Miss me ! XoXo <3

Lovely.

2009-10-24T23:46:00.000-07:00

Okay, the picture above is my class photo 2009.
I just super love 3n1,
Even if we are the irritating class ever,
I still enjoyed studying in 3n1,
Where i started improving in my studies.
Well, can't wait for the Secondary 3 adventure camp
held in Pulau Ubin.
Weeee, I'm going to bring along my camera (shhhh!)
Okay, yesterday, something makes me happy.
*smile*
And yesterday i stayed home all day long,
Bollywood movie marathon alone.
I cried several times you know?
Haha !
So, today, ordered Mcdelivery.
I cried while watching Project Hope,
seeing the poor people.
How i wished i have the big amount of money to help.
I tuned in to Youtube,
Watched Thaqif's videos.
I admit, since young, I admired his songs.
So original. Can't help it. Leeya knows it.
LOL. I've been asking her bout his songs all.
Not being a fanatic ehh? hahaaaaa!
And and and ! Alhamdulillah,
I get promoted to Secondary 4.
But, i'm quite upset with my maths & English marks.
But nevermind, i'll try my best, next year.
I hope there's a slot for me to sit for O level
in 2011, Insya'Allah.
:D

Shitsx !

2009-10-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

Well, I dunno am i supposed to be happy
Or sad, or even pissed off now.
It's all mixed up together.
Should I cry ?
But if I cry, this feelings can't be change.
I hate it !
I hate it more !
I hate it ALOT !
I hate it Fucking Shit ass LOT !
Well, whatever it is,
I'm gonna keep it to myself.
But if i have to, I wanna at least tell my trusted peep please?
URGH.

P.S ; I missed 2008 seriously.

i don't love you.

Detest.

2009-10-22T06:00:00.000-07:00

Everything changes now.
I dunno what went wrong.
Okayyy, let's not talk bout it.
So my loves planned to go movies together.
They might bringing own partners.
But i dunno who should i bring.
Lol. because they're chosing love seats.
Well, maybe i'll ask my best guyfriend instead
because i dun have any guy that i'm close enough with.
LOL. poor thing rite?
But i love it yeaaa.
Tommorrow is my crush's bdayy.
I wanna wish him first before any of my friends does.
If i didn't, I promise to call myself a loser.
Cos all this while, my friends gets to talk to him before me.
Well, that's my weakness i guess?
I just can't speak up to him.
Stupid me.
Btw, happy advance b'day to him.
Well, it's just a simple crush.
Coz to me, no one could be better than
HIM who dumped me,last year.

Vanish those memories.

2009-10-19T00:06:00.000-07:00

"Fun. Gerek. Woohooo !"
yeahhh, that's my current FB post.
Teehee !
And i'm already in a holiday mood,man.
I wanna have more fun, really !
I wanna vanish those memories and miseries.
Hahahahahahhaa !
If Azyan were there ytd, i think it'll be more kecoh.
Hahaahah !
Can kutuk2 people rite?
hahahahha !
But, yeaaaa, ytd was awesome.
okayy, nothing much to elaborate.
Red bull rocks !
Muhahahaha !
And i wanna buy karaoke & bollywood dvds
for my coming HOLIDAYS ! :DD

I missed.

2009-10-16T05:44:00.000-07:00

I love my sisters !
I'm sure wanna outing with them this holidays.
I heard from my mum that we're gonna have
cousin's vacation together during christmas.
So i hope, there's no outing falls on that date alright (:
I miss everyone now.
I miss my BFF, girlfriends,families,cousins too !
And outside friend also.
Teeeheee !
I wanna outing with them this holiday. Please.
And i'm looking forward to sec 3's camp.
Nyahahaha !
Nothing much to say.

You're irreplacable.

Misunderstanding.

2009-10-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

Firstly, i wanna tell you how much i missed you.
I hope the outing will clear all misunderstandings
between us.
We only hope we're still important to you.
Since you say there's only 3 of them that's important to you.
And we know it's your mum, and others.
That's why we said that.
Fair enough rite?
We didn't doubt anything.
But it's you who think that we're doubting it.
And you hate it?
Okay tell you what.
I am dissapointed to when you don't want to tell me your prob.
Like i used to tell you mine.
And now, you're saying that they are always there for you?
Okayy, i know that.
But why i can't be one of them.
Is it because i need to wait a few years later
to be the forth one in your list?
Well, i hope you will understand me too in this.
Coz i did understand your post.
Thank you.

Today, swensen,
Bugis, Geylang with sis & mum.
Bye.

Friendship.

2009-10-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

Okayy, my families (above),
excluding abang(sukri), Adik Ryan, && daddy Hikam.
Lol.
I know kindda "LAME" (sorry uh suk).
But we love us.
We've done with exams.
And gonna celebrate like hell.
Mabuuukkk again uh tonight.
Cehhhhh !
Hahahahahahha !

Well, We're kindda dissapointed.
Is it our fault?
If it was, we're sorry.
We're speechless after read your post.
I hope we're still important in your life.
And i hope that "outing"
Will clear all doubts in our mind.

F***ed up !

2009-10-08T22:55:00.000-07:00

Fuck you !
Liar ass . DOG !
I hate you for reaaaaal !
I'm not sad coz i don't even love you.
I'm dissapointed coz i've been cheated since
Mid year.
I give you hell laaaaaahhhh.
But nevermind. You're gonna get it
somedayyy.
Hahahhahahaahha !

Enough bout that ass.
Social studies & Geog paper just ended,
Aiyaaamaaak !
So the very hard le,
I swear !
I think i'm gonna just pass or even fail my paper.
Seriously, my mind goes blank.
What I'm worrying about is MONDAY !
OMG !
got 3 papers !
Biology, Chemistry & POA.
Aiyooo. I'm super weak in my Chem.
I fucking need help with Chem.
-.-

I give up.

2009-10-06T00:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i had sensed a bad feelings.
I was totally no mood.
I went home & rush out to library.
Immensely upset bout ______.
I nearly cried infront of my BFF.
But i calm myself.
I don't wanna share with anyone but myself.
I have been keeping everything to myself.
I'm not needed here.
But i have to move on coz it's her last wish.
I have nobody but myself to share those pain.
As soon as i reached library,
I have only few mins to spend with my BFF.
After that, i receive a call and rushed out.
My family fetch me.
From there, then i started crying.
How i wish you would care about me.

Starting a fresh life Alone

2009-10-04T06:15:00.000-07:00

I will always be ugly one among
my family, friends and cousins.
I'm always the one
people might blame.
I accept it.
I'm the one people might
make fun of.
I accept it.
But try to think back.
If you're in my position.
Do you gonna love your life?
Because i don't think so.
I've been quiet all this while.
And hoping someone might understand me.
But the person i'm hoping to understand me don't.
I felt a lack of attention from people i love.
Seriously. I'm gonna lose the person i love.
It's fated for me to go on life ALONE.
I'm always gonna be the last one to know something.
So from now on,
I'm gonna keep everything to myself.
So no one will be the first or the last one to know.

Raya's tears of sadness.

2009-10-02T23:35:00.000-07:00

the first picture was taken with Huda's camera.
Okayy. the second pics, at last we can take a snap
with for of us. I couldn't describe how precious they are
to me.
Well, i feel so alone nowadays.
Everything in my past has change now.
I have no one to share this feelings.
Exactly no one.
I'm gonna keep it to myself.
I'm gonna face it myself.
No more anyone for me to rely on.
Bye.

Your Eyes.

2009-09-28T02:59:00.000-07:00

Okay, i look different in the picha. i know.
Terrapine sia muke.
Hahhahahahaha !
Okay, i just wanna do a simple post.
So, i really miss Nabyl.
&& Nowadays, i love interacting with small kids.
Maybe because i'm gonna be an auntie soon?
Auntie Baby, LOL.
Studied quarter of POA.
WTH ?
I don't think im gonna do well in my EOY
Like i did in my MYE.
Damn it .I slacked too much siaaaa.
Alrite.
Must divide time to study and help out some friends.
Like Aliya,Chanelle, Syakir. Hahhahahaha !
And, Today, I no mood.
Cold war with this SOMEBODY.
(it's better than nobody right?)
Well, i just wanna say sorry.
And i hope we remain like this always.
I don't wanna start any relationship.
I still adore "FIRA"

Swollen toe !

2009-09-24T01:13:00.001-07:00

Okay. Wanted to post for awhile.
So yesterday is the 5th day of Raya.
After i went back from my grandma's place,
I wanted to change.
So as i slide open my wardrobe,
the sliding door break open.
And accidentally hit my left leg toe.
I was speechless.
Coz if i scream, nobody is at home to help me.
So i tried helping myself.
I can't walk about so much.
Look at my wardrobe.
It's my toe's shape.
Lol. && my toe is seriously swollen.
Until i didn't went to school today.
But better now.
Coz i can walk about abit.

Inactive.

2009-09-18T06:24:00.000-07:00

Okay, I've been busy for the past few days.
Now also.
Why ? Because Hari Raya is Coming.
So are the exams.
That's why? Keep on tagging.
But I'm gonna reply late.
I'll be really busy.
Sorry. End of year exam's coming.
Sorrrryyyyyyy.
Hari Raya in two days time.
Slight change of my image soon.

Curse !

2009-09-16T06:34:00.000-07:00

Nafisah took the photo of me and
Little miss sunshine (above)
Well, i was so mad this morning.
One of my joker in class
didn't attend school !
So left me and leeya.
But ! Leeya won't wanna layan me at first,
So i talk, laugh alone.
Thanks ehh su !
Hahahahha !
but after recess, it's English.
Well, we did crap about past times.
Hahhahaha !
Leeya, stop it ehhhh. We were so mean last time xD
KELLY NG or what ?
haahahahah !
So during Geography,
Teacher absent.
So, Sukri,Hikam & Ryan tag with us.
We crap bout stupid things.
"HEY MOMMA !" Lol !
We made a new team.
Mighty Morphin Power ranger team.
As usual, im the pink ranger.
Hehehehhe ! :D
PE lessons okayyy lahh.
Somehow thirsty but have to endure.
Did skipping.
I was very semangat. I love skipping.
I act good. Do cross all. xD
So teacher ask us to do 100 skip, any style.
So i did cross and one legged .
HEH ! But did only 87 skip xD
Fasting whatt, of course tired.
Then we trained for standard push ups.
Jaserina helped me.
Well, I was so embarrassed with her.
About something2. Leeya knows it ! xD
Hahahahaha !
I still curse the person who took my money.
I believe he/she will face much more obstacles
in his/her life in the future.

2009-09-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

Okay, i'm totally pissed off today.
Cried a few times in class.
Until I become mad with everyone.
Argh, Damn it !
Lost my 60 bucks !!!
Ass lahhhhhhh to those bastard who took it.
Your whole family poor uhhh?
Never get moneyy one uhhh ?
Thennn go work lahhhh !
Don't be stealer uhhhh take ppl's money.
WTH ??
I really curse youuu till i die won't forgive youu lh dog !
I curse whoever who's holding my money now
whole family turn bankrupt , no house lahhhh !
I really pissed off with that fcuking crime.
Luckily i break fast alr that i can
extremely angry with you..
You think 60 bucks so cheap uhh?
You more cheap uhh i think.
Better return my moneyy lahhh !!!!!!!!
ARGGGGHHHHHH !!!!!
CURSE YOU !!!!

To _____________,
sorry i jumped to conclusion once again.
forgive me if because of this,
you lose your freedom i guess?
sorry.

Slack !

2009-09-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of 1 week school holiday
and that's terrible ya' know !
I have to rush to complete all my
Holiday assignments.
I skipped my POA revision too.
Damn, i slacked too much.
A week to Hari Raya
&& haven't complete to clean my bedroom
as well as the living room.
Brrrrrrrr.
I slack too much i guess ?
But at least i'm done with my kuih(s).
Okayyy2.
I made a Journal/Folio for myself.
I wrote a few poems,lyrics.
&& trying to create a something
that describe my current life.
Okayyy, i'm off now.
Buhbyes !

I'm happy now.

2009-09-12T03:36:00.000-07:00

Okay, i like the above picture.
Step bollywood. Heheheheh !
Well, recently i'm inactive to
blogging & facebook.
Sorry but i'm still gonna update abit.
For the past 2 days,
I'm busy doing my kuih.
I've done my Chocolate Cornflakes and Chocolater Chip.
I did two kuih this year.
Hope people like it.
Must tryy ehh. hehhehe ! :D
Some of my chocolate chips burnt due to overheating.
I forgot if i've heated it. Then i heat it another 20 mins.
That's why i smell something burnt.
Aiyooo. Fiidaa, Fiidaa.
Well, not to mention, yesterday night I smsed him.
For the first time i think, he saw me mad like hell.
I even threaten him.
Hahahhahaas !
Well, i'm waiting for my mcdelivery to come.
Faster come !
Before buke must reach.
If not, i have nothing to eat.
Currently craving for Mcspicy.
I want my Mcspicy after buke later.
Pleaseee ? Okayy2 nevermind.
Panjang umur. Reach alr. heheheheh !
Okayy. i'm off now. peace ! :D

Seoul Garden baby!

2009-09-10T00:08:00.000-07:00

Well, i totally love yesterday.
Except the part that some overspent,
Due to GST thingy.
We should bring more cash next time yeaaa.
And I guess, we should eat somewhere else next time.
Okay, I was so high yesterday.
After break fast, I gone mad
And started accuse a few peeps.
Well, I can feel the bond now.
Looking forward for more outings in the future,
But for now, no more outing i guess?
Exams coming !
And i'm worried of myself.
I haven't touch a single Homework yet
I'm having fun during this holiday.
WTH ?
I need to buck upp !
Well, i had just finished doing my kuih raya.
I made a Suji.
First, it turns a bit dark & Crispy.
But luckily it didn't Burn.
Can't wait to try it.
I wanna do my Chocolate Chips please !
Only left with tommorrow & the weekends.
Since next week, is the school reopen,
It's gonna be super bored.
Can't sleep till 10 am or later than that.
And currently, hating this guy's attitude.
And he's the guy i used to adore.
Now, everything changes right ?
i don't hate you nor do i despise our memories,
but please, be yourself and the old you (:

I'm haunting you!

2009-09-07T08:41:00.000-07:00

Okayy, so today, smsed Suliana & Aman
while buying ingredients for kuih this year.
Guess what ? Altogether it costs up to $100+
WTH ? The flour price increase alr -.-
So went home,
Syaza called. We gone high as always.
I was telling her what i'm wearing etc.
LOL.
So after we hung up the phone,
I took a nap.
Woke up around 6.
Wash up, and headed to JP with my mum.
Dad drived us there.
We break fast at LJS.
Saw my old classmate, Hamzilah.
Smiled and i was not it the mood actually.
Due to running nose.
Then walk2, bought my Hari Raya's shoe
at Charles & Keith again this year (:
Gold + Brownish colour.
Wahhh, at last i can wear size 39.
But i asked the sales lady to poke another two hole
because if not, loose siaa.
Cannot totally fit.
Heeeeeee ! :D
After that, went Chamelon.
Bought headband for myself which cost around $6.90,
And Suliana's which cost around $2.90.
She's gonna pay back this Wed.
Well, I'm excited about this WED !
Hope everyone's gonna turn up
&& I still don't know what to wear.
How how ?
Tmr I'm going to do my kuih ! :D

It's over,I guess?

2009-09-05T02:57:00.000-07:00

okayy, today i'm so tired.
Doing what ?
Spring cleaning uhh .
Hehehhehehhehe !
So clean up my bed in the noon.
Then wash up, after that clean the windows
like a spiderwoman ehh climb2 here, there.
Horhorrr !
So after that, take a nap and woke up around 4+
And then online to find kuih raya's recipe.
Don't know which kuih to do. BLAAAANK !
And, darnnnnn. he smsed me alr. Blablablaaaa.
I don't know what to wear for Thurs.
Well. the above blouse is from my mum.
Cannn ? Should i wear it on Thurs?
Or other blouse?
Hmmmm. And, at last i've got the song "HOTEL ROOM SERVICE"
I know the song so pervert one.
But nice ehhh the song.
I loikkkke !
And thanks to old classmate, Tan Qing Feng
For sending me the song. Hohohoh!

She's the replacement.

2009-09-04T05:58:00.000-07:00

Today, photo taking.
Excited bout it. Well, at least i'm standing.
Not sitting. Coz it shows i'm tall xD
Hahahahahah !
Okay2, so after school, slacked at SH.
A bit down.
Saw the guy with the girl.
Well, I don't know why,
Something is stabbing me in the heart. Really hurt.
So, I pretended to smile,
As if i'm happy. When I'm not.
When Rahman and company came,
then I feel light up a bit.
Played Bowling, CS and Online.
Then a few hours around 4+,
Rebecca & Delvina came. Make friends.
Heeeeeeeee ! :D
Then around 5.30, we go Bazaar to buy Dadih.
Then bused home with Syaza,Huda & Rahmann.
Well, Currently excited bout next week.
Seoul Garden, babeyyyyy ! :D

I said I hated you.
But did I?
I said I don't care bout you.
But did I?
I said that I'm not jealous.
But did I?
What's got into me? Why can't I reach my own target,
Which is to hate you,don't care bout you,and not jealous of
Your relationships.
How can I forget those memories ?
When I always meet you.
How can I continue with my future?
When I can see you waiting for me in the future.
Can you please dissappear from this mind?
Can you please dissappear forever?
So that I could see nobody else to be the replacement.
If she's the replacement, what am I ?

2009-09-03T06:06:00.000-07:00

Excited bout next week.
But, will be upset if some of them just gonna spoil it.
So,save up your cash now.
So today, normal. Damn tired.
Coz yesterday played monkey with Mamai,Marlisa,Fateh,Khidir,Hapyz & Indra.
Funny siaaa they all. But, FUN!
So next week. We're planning to go buke together.
Maybe at marina seoul garden.
I've check out the prices.
It's $18+ and $2.99 for free flow drinks.
Which mean you can top up your drinks anytime.
Please guys, try to make it.
Okayy ?
Well, scored 16/20 for maths similar figure test.
Well, the test is actually easy.
But i'm so careless. Bangau tol.
Supposed to meet him later on. But cancelled.
So, tmr i guess ?
Hmmmmm. I've surveyed the contact lens.
$15-17. I want grey ! :D

Whaaaat a jerk.

2009-09-02T01:01:00.000-07:00

enlarge to view. what a jerk -.-

Shed those tears.

2009-09-02T00:24:00.000-07:00

Above picture, it's his gifts.
Well, at least i still keep it.
Coz i appreciate it lots.
But behind for me,it's just a memories.
And I shed a tear behind those memories.
Why ? Because i kept thinking bout the happy times.
But seriously. How can I forget about you?
I saw you almost every weekdays.
But, i've tried my very best.
You may think i'm jealous with you hanging around with other girls.
But nope, i can do it the same too.
I'm free now.
I can hanging around with any boys.
With or without you knowing.
Well, you owe me alot.
And please, stop contacting me.
If i'm happy,sad,angry or anything,
I won't tell you. Coz i don't need too.
Everything has change now.
You just need to adapt life now.
Go with the person you really "LOVE"
And I'll go with mine.

Well, today I was trying to cheer myself up.
Leeya didn't attend school. Diva tol.
During recess, i bought a size 42 seking shirt.
Can you guess how big is that?
I must fold my sleeve.
If not, like butterfly siaaaa. xDD
well, better than nothing right ?
Malay class was quite fun,
Mr Razak was talking about Ramadhan.
Well,at least we've learn something right?
Tonight got WWE. Heeeheeee !
I really need MONEY !
I have so many things to buy.
Contacts, etc.
During PE, took height and weight.
Loss 3.5 kg &&&&&
Grow 159.5 ! and Ms Lui estimate to 160 !
Weeeheeee !
Can't wait for next week.
Gonna break fast with malay classmates
:D

FAKE YOU!

2009-09-01T01:49:00.000-07:00

Seriously, i feel so cheated
with all your FAKE words.
Now, I'm giving you a little piece of happiness.
I'm gonna leave you and our memories.
I'm not gonna take those back in my life again.
Or I'm gonna be so miserable.
I did this so that you'll be happy with your life.
And I'm not your life not.
It's the other girl. Right?
Thank you very much that you've made me
Realize that I can't fully trust a boy with their sweet words.
If you're putting the blame that I abandoned you
All these while, I'm happy.
Coz I've made a right choice.
I would have abandoned you earlier
So that I won't be stuck in this hurtful situation.
Seeing a guy who said he love you,
With a girl which is his Girlfriend.
Dammit, I feel so cheated.
I hope that girl would make you happy.
And if she abandon you like you did to me,
please don't come to me.
I ain't gonna believe those shits you're giving to me.
My heart is so sore that I am fully ready
To hate you, stay away from you,
&& be a stranger to you.
I ain't gonna talk to you,
Reply your smses or etc.
I don't give a damn about you and your relationships.
Don't talk to me ehhhhhh ? :D

I don't need you,ass!

2009-08-31T07:04:00.000-07:00

Firstly, wanna talk about yesterday first.
Went to Joo Chiat again to change my sis clothes.
Since the button is a bit ______.
Well, after that around 6,
Went Endy's house go buke
with families.
Ate bonesteak since i'm in no mood to eat.
Blablabla, love IVAN ! so cute!

Today, Moodswing.
First,happy coz I kept laughing with no
Good reason when Me & Leeya was fighting over RYAN. LOL!
Then, serious talk with Leeya & Sukri.
Thanks guys for telling me.
If not, I'm gonna stuck in his lies forever.
After that, ACES day!
Tired & love the teamwork.
But too bad can't qualify to finals.
Good also, can rest xD
We camwhored like hell in the class.
Then went to Hall, CONCERT !
Still the boring little thing.
Except there's bunch of people to make jokes.
HOHOHO !
We laughed alot.
Then after school, headed to old school, PPS.
Met my old mates. OMG ! I MISS THEM !
Some change already. Some getting more cute!
Hahahahhahahahah !
After that, slack at DOME.
Well, that place has so much memories. WILD MEMORIES.
Slack with our PPS Juniors & Friends.
Me, Syaza, Leeya,Namirah,Ikha & Aisyah.
Aman, Sukri,Hikam & Firdaus was there too.
Around 4.45, we blaah.
Reach home only, LEPAK ! until Break Fast.
Break fast ate Nugget& Fries only.
But drank 2 cups of water.
That's all. More pichas in my FB (:

I can't believe you did this.
I trusted you all this while.
I believed you when you said you love me.
I believed you when you said you're gonna change for the better.
I believed you when you said you won't let me down.
But now, going with other girls tells me E-veh-rii-THING.
You lied, You cheated my feelings.
Worst of all, YOU BETRAYED me !
I can't describe how much i hate you now.
I made a right choice now,
The previous post when i said,
"I adore him, not you"
And yes, I don't adore you.
And I'm happy with my choice.
I rejected everything you've asked.
But that doesn't mean that I abandoned you.
Since you didn't get anything from me,
You go with other girls.
Guess what ? Go ahead. I don't need you.
I hate you ! I seriously hate you !
You are nothing ! After everything has settle,
I don't wanna have any connection with you ever.
I'm not into jerks,betrayer & heartbreaker. ASS!

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2009-08-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

Well, today, went out with families.
To where? to Joo chiat.
Do what ? bought Hari raya's clothes.
Well. First day of raya,
Me & sis and maybe with my bro,
will wear hot pink.
Whereas my parents will wear red.
We wear differently.
Hohohohoh ! Unique yet cool :D
Well, after that, went to Jurong west Bazaar,
bought food for break fast.
Hohoho ! end up, we bought six piece of bonesteak.
Delicious uhhh. But my fingers went red already.
I camwhored alot today. I don't know why.
Satisfied with my hot pink blouse for first day.
It's like a butterfly blouse, with belt on the waist.
Used with batik. LOL.
Well, i only know, it's unique and i like it.
For that only, it cost up to $199.
Bought at "Jelita" store. hehehhe!
the other piece is dark purple.
Well, okayy lah the design.
Altogether, it cost around $395.
Hehehehehhe !
After that, to pujuk my mum,
I bought her "ranting-ranting"
to decorate our house later on hari raya.
Since she had spent a lot of money for my clothes.
Well, I'm really stress on how to do my hair
for this coming hari raya.
Perm? Straight? Treatment? Dye ?
Or trim ?
Gimme opinion maaaaaaaan.
LOL. till here.

ps;i adore him, not you and i'm sorry to say this.

Miss miss miss.

2009-08-27T03:06:00.000-07:00

Another one hour for me to break fast.
Well, school was alright.
I was rushing to the toilet early in the morning.
LOL. Stomach ache uhh babe.
Today had our Chem test.
I think i'm gonna flunk this time.
Know why ? because I didn't study too much on this.
And I prefer to study moles -.-
Paid attention in maths class.
Awwwmaaan, I really love this chapter.
In SS class, we talked about the past.
It was so hilarious I laughed loudly like mad.
Seriously, some part was embarrassing too.
I really love 3n1 babe ! :D
After sch, went JP.
bought things for teacher's day.
Well, we so the budget,
only bought materials.
Like paper, markers.
We wanna do cards for all our teachers.
I skipped POA supplementry class for this.
Now i really missed him.
Not him lahh actually.
His JOKES ! Cehhhhh.
Of course miss him too lhh.
Nevermind, we live in a secret world (:

It's our Secret (:

2009-08-26T00:41:00.000-07:00

Firstly, I'm not in a mood today.
Fasting yet there's always sumting that makes me
___________.
But nevermind, it's a challenge and i have to face it.
Be patient Fiidaa, Fasting.
Hmmmm. I'm lack of energy as
We are forced to do PE.
Even for the Muslims.
Today never talk to him.
I really no mood,
no offence.
Well, lastly, I really don't wanna let
my friends know who and what is "FIDDYMATTY".
Try harder, you won't know.
It's our darkest deepest secret.
Shhhhhhhh.
Wanna end this post here.
No mood,no energy, no him.
Cehhhhh. No him also nevermind lhh.
Some more fasting month dear.
Told you, cannot be near you.
Muahahahahhaha ! _|_

FiddyMatty (:

2009-08-25T00:14:00.000-07:00

My eyes are half open while posting this.
Talking to my love now on msn.
He asked me to post about him AGAIN.
LOL. Okayy.
So he made my day today.
Actually, i'm not feeling well in class.
So cold and headache.
He made me laugh laaaaa.
By smsing too.
He keep asking me to meet him.
But too bad, i'm so lazy.
Called me a lazy pig.
Want to called me lazy babi.
But he change it to lazy baby. LOL.
Inside joke ehhh.
Hmmmm. nothing much to say.
I want sleep first can?
Don't irritate me.
I blame youu if I get sick xD
Coz you make me no enough sleep.
Baddy Matty .
Hahahhahahahahahha !
He's gonna call me tonight.
But well, just hope i'm not busy.
If i am, I won't pick up your phone, hunney (:
You talk to yourself okayye?
Tonight I need to Re-Do Mr Razak's hw about the pantun thingy.
Heeeeeeee !
And I really love the similar figure chapter for maths ! :D
And, really hope I'll pass my Bio paper ehhhh? (:
TO HIM : I WANT SLEEP NOW! DON'T KACAU ME ! :DDD

Sayangku,M(:

2009-08-24T01:57:00.000-07:00

Early morning saw him already.
But I dunno why ehh.
This feelings like suddenly change ehh
When he talks about love.
Because, I don't feel the love i guess?
Well, nehhmind.
Today is not so hilarious like the previous days.
Because, it's fasting day & can't talk rubbish.
Heheheheheheh !
Unsatisfied with my maths & POA marks.
Especially Maths. 1/2 more marks can swee swee pass .
Today must study hard for my Biology.
Don't want to flunk this time's paper. PRETTY PLEASE(:
Today he like what ehh?
Very the irritating ! -.-'
Keep texting him "_|_" everytime he irritates me.
LOL. Sorry Love. Cannot take it.
Well, I'm so sleepy now.
I want sleep can?
Don't irritate me lahhhh love.
Hugs and kisses. xDD
Can i cancel out the "kisses" instead?
Hahhahahahaha !
Hug youuuu ! *winks*

Sacrifices.

2009-08-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

Slept around 12 +
Texting him.
He's facing a problem.
So, I guess I should help him.
Since he's the one who helped me all this while.
Why not I help him for now?
Even it's not that easy.
Well, I have to sacrifice my habit this month.
For him.
Hmmmmmm.
Went to Orchid Country Club.
To catch my niece performance.
All the way was texting him.
So, no mood lorrr.
Went home around 4-5.
Prepare food for break fast.
7.15 eat break fast with family,
except dad & bro.
Cut cake as my Mum's bday is ytd.
So celebrate it today.
Nothing much to say.

GIRLFRIENDS !

2009-08-21T20:35:00.000-07:00

YO babe ! and dude (:
Yesterday was having so much fun.
Even if I'm not in a mood to go out ytd,
I still have fun with my GF's !
They made my day mann (:
Met Aslam & his friend at Raffles Mrt station.
From there, we go Orchard straight.
Spent about 15-20 minutes to search
for foodplace. Everyone hungry alr. LOL.
So end up, ate at BK (:
For the first time,
I ate faster than Syaza. HOHO !
We walked to Far East, I bought a Fried Mars.
&& Didn't regret even if it cost around $3 +
Because it was SUPERB !
Yummy ! I want it again bebeh !
LOL.
Camwhored like mad.
&& In the train, It was so crowded.
Saw this boy. Adored him (:
Even if I don't even know his name.
Hmmm, Nehmind.
So went straight home, With Azyan.
So many funny things happened.
We shared so many about "boys" ?
Lol. But whatever, Girlfriends is much more better.
So around 9.30, accompanied Azyan to the bustop.
&& then go home.
He texted me. Talked awhile only.
Coz I can't stand talking to him.
Coz I knew You're not over her. And it's okay.
Hope she'll realize how strong is your love for her.
&& Once again, please treat me only as a friend.
Coz I don't wanna love you. I only wanna care bout you.
Thanks for everything,
But I'm still have this cold feelings towards you.